I know I never post. I guess it's about time that I should. Not too much with me has changed except for my job. I'm still with Target but I'm at the new one in Winder. OK, it's technically it's not in Winder, it's in Bethlehem but no one knows where Bethlehem is unless they live there or know someone that lives there. Yesterday was my second day there and so far it doesn't seem too bad, even though my first just about sucked. It's planorama, which is when a whole bunch of stores get meet at a new store and help set up the store before it opens. The people that I have met that will be working at the new store seem nice but I don't think they'll ever replace my Flowery Branch crew. Everyone at that store is amazing and there is a bond between everyone that is so rare to find, especially in a place with so many employees. I miss everyone already and there's a part of me that wishes I hadn't transferred. I know that this is a new thing and just something I have to get used to though.
On another note, I've been talking to Tyler a lot more lately. It all started when he came into town and came with me when I went to the airport with Kristin to say goodbye as headed off to Italy. Thank god he was there. If he wasn't I probably would have bawled my eyes out instead of cry just a little. He came into town the weekends after that and has taken me out and been really sweet to me. He told me his feelings towards me (which totally shocked me) and how great he thinks I am. However, he did say he's not ready for a relationship and let anyone in. Who can blame him after all the hell Whitnet put him through? I also am not ready for a relationship because I still care about TJ, who has been calling me more. Right now I'm OK with Tyler not wanting anything but if he changes my mind, I don't know what to do. It wouldn't be fair to him because I still care about TJ, but at the same I don't know if TJ will ever get past the fear of getting hurt and let me in. Deep down I really feel he is the one, but I can't wait forever either. Sometimes I don't know what the right thing to do is
